Homesick

kinda lame that i make this post coz actually i am typing this blog, exactly using my HOME PC _______________________________________________________________________________ FYI, me had been living in different cities in Indonesia; Bontang, Jakarta and Jogjakarta and me just moved back to Jakarta after finishing my school in UGM Jogjakarta where actually when you take a look to my citizen id card *what's KTP in English anyway ahahaha* you'll find my address is in Jakarta, so that suppose where my home is BUT *using capital* i miss my old life in Jogjakarta and i feel homesick :'( i miss the day that everything is my responsible, not involving anyone if i took a wrong step, no one can blame it except myself i can do what i wanna do, and be responsible for it i feel like *sigh* not used to be like this, it's such a piece of cake for me when about suit in and it explains a lot that i am a trully sagitarius girl *or woman*

Fresco Y Nuevo

Hola :)

i wanna say thanks first for my Telkomflash, there had been on my list, "change your blog theme cos it's too cheesy" HAHAHA, yeah yeah yeah just like when you see your photos when you are young and silly and all of that come from your mouth "OMG, wat have i done??? wat kinda pose is that??!!"

so i did a huge change for my blog


and my posting (can i put "s" in the end of posting, coz plural? Whatever)
what i wrote recently were kinda cheesy and GALAU

HAHAHA


so, hope this become the brand new posting and hope the next time i post a good story



Adios

Ollie

Almost

(BRIAN)
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

(BRIAN)
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

(BOTH)
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
(BRIAN)
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

(BOTH)
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts

(BRIAN)
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

(DELTA)
And when I hold you you're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

(BOTH)
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
(BRIAN)
'cause I know I'm almost here
(BOTH)
Only almost here


Have you heard "almost here" song by Brian Mc Fadden and Delta something?
This song had been in top 40 chart few years ago
But tonite, could be the best soundtrack


I always want people that I love, loving me the way I am
when I am happy about my achievements, even you might think that it just something light or maybe unimportant, or maybe yeah you can say, it's so easy for you to achieve wat I just achieved
But, I want people that I love, appreciate it
Either maybe just I performed dance or just did some works
But wat can I say, people that I love (most of them, MEN) never there when I need his smile when I say "look, wat I've done"
I always appreciate them, congrats them, be there when celebrating their success
Be the one that help them

But when about to me?
Never there for me, saw my performing, be the one there
Like that song...
"When I need you, you only almost here"

Loving me, that's not enough
But see how big my love to you, that I always okay and deal with that

Loco!

Nothing can describe how I feel in this lately circumstance than this quote that I made originally from my own brain :P


"You don't care what is inside the box, you just care the box is yours or not"

I take everything seriously you know, and I don't like when somebody destroy my happiness

As a sagitarrius woman, you may see we okay with you, but if we already warned you what is in our heart what's bothering us and you don't take it seriously, you'll see how we leave you alone

Welcome to the lalaLand Love!

Wow today is a special day
Coz it's 19 of October
FYI, me and Sandro officially became a couple on 19th August 2009
It's been a year 3 month, we walk hand in hand facing our life with commitment

And what I like the mosssttt is
It's the end of the year!
Lots of birthday and cakes
I love surprises, gifts, and cakes
I love seeing the one that I love smiling :D


And my birthday is coming!!!
Yippieee
And the birthday wishes are:

Hugs from that I love...mom, dad, audi, sandro and friends

And hugs

And hugs

And hugs
Ehehehehhehee


Just want big hugs from you all!!

change position, shall we?

I am tired who always the one who starts everything
Coz if I don't start, your action is such a zero point

I am tired who always the one who does the move
Coz if I don't that, you will be hiding in your comfort zone

I am tired who always the one that forgiving
Coz if I am still angry, you don't care my feeling

Oh Gosh

it's not just a piece of cake

Long time no writing any!
It's been a very busy time and need a moment to suit in

As time goes by, just want to share
You know, life wouldn't be complete if there's a spice called love

There's a cute couple that I expected it could be like the story for silly girls 'happily ever after' stuff
Which totally look good outside, but never thought of it could be as fragile as like it's broken apart
Don't mention the time they've been together, coz I think that's enough to call it long time
Don't mention the effort for this relationship, coz that's such a high quality of relationship
Don't ask how the girl tried to save their love, coz I think she sacrificed almost everything
But, the ending is just a simple as you blink your both eyes

Just because the boy only loves the idea of love, not the meaning of love
We, as a woman, hardly to tell what's inside in our head, coz emotion involves
we, as a woman, is like a bomb, timer bomb, coz if don't treat us well, we can just blown up and destroy everything without any apology or permission or without a warning


You might not get a clue, you might 'oh my, it's okay all the time' 'hey, you changed!'
Woman is just the same human being just like you man
You may give a clue, well we give you a clue too


Maybe you're too comfort of the idea of love
The idea of love is just like garnish for food, or decoration of cake
You just enjoy the way she loves you
You just care that she loves you
You just want that she's there for you
Life sucks Dude, we end up dying alone!
When there's just a little tiny flaw in her, you blame it
When you see her bad habit, you ask her for a change in her manner
When she says something that bothering her, you get angry and never listen
When she tries to fix everything for you, you just watch
When she is disobey, you curse her

It's such a nature when a woman thinks, the heart plays the part first


But when she thinks this could be the time, and she thinks that she has a power to fight back, we are women could be heartless

Have you ever watched valentine's day movie?
There's a quote "when you love someone,you must love the whole complete the one you love, don't sweat a small thing coz you forget the big thing called LOVE"